I'm trying to figure out what im gonna do with my fucked up life.....nothings going rite and idk wht im gonna do...im trying to be happy for him...but i can't help but hate the bitch that he's with...any idea's of what to do?

ugh i hate the rain.....when you have to stay inside the only good thing about it is when you can kiss and dance.
on a high note there's a month until spring break and the week after is DC BABY! ugh i cant wait i wanna get away from this hell hole and my mother.....shes annoying and naggin at me rite now.....i asked her what chores i have to do for the week and she goes into telling me to cook and pick up sticks in the yard...how retarted is she realli? ugh i wanna kill her somedays...more like everyday but whatev.and she wants to have a mother daughter relationship HAHAHAHAHAHA its neva gonna happen she's too bossy and im soooooo not gonna listen to her shit and her weight loss shit its annoying....im workin out and shit ....shes doing nothing but she still complains about her weight.....how fucked up is that.....then there's megan and sam fighting AGAIN..megan just wants a reason to fight with sam because for some reason she hates her..i hate it when they fight cuz its stupid drama and im always in the middle of it because i wont choose sides and loose a friend.they know that and they think its fine but im tired of it its over stupid shit too.....someone threw masons jacket in the hall way i saw it and told megan she ran and picked it up then put it in her locker over nite and wouldnt give it bac then put it in mallory's locker a seventh grader and then finally gave it back after all this shit's started and meg's like i want her to punch me so i can kick the shit outa her....im like dude....IF UR GONNA DO IT DO IT DON'T JUST TALK SHIT THEN NOT DO IT. ............ugh.then sam's all like pissy and says that if she dosent give masons jacket bac then shes gonna go tell the principal that she stole it and shit like that.....ugh i hate it........one of the many stresses i have and it sucks major ass

i just wanna get away from it all and never come back....ugh....anyways......i guess thats not on a higher note...but it is to me my deeper problems are way worse than that.........bye bye
Nicole loves a.t.